It's such a busy month. Okay, here's my everyday schedule:
4am -sahur
5am -sleep
8am -ugama
930am -home
1130am -go to ms
4pm -finish ms
6pm -shower then sungkai
7pm -get ready
730pm -terawih at nini
10pm -home and get ready for bed
11pm -sleep
It's basically full, and I just can't find time to go online and update. Anyway, if I want to go online, I'll have to use Mac cause my laptop cannot connect to the internet properly even by using cable, and hell I don't know why. And, my brother is always using Mac, cause, duh, its his. :D The only time I have is Friday and Sunday. But my MIB is still not finished and I need to do some revising, cause, I need to get those grades. I neeeeeeeed it, seriously. Otherwise, whoa, I don't even want to know the consequences from my parents. *Sigh..
Well, updates.
Ariff; a few days ago, I wrote how I felt on this piece of paper, and I showed it to Finie, then she gave it to Zee. Afinie stubborned me to give it to Ariff, but I didn't want. Inside, there was everything. I mean everything. My feelings, my thoughts, the things that are bothering me all this time. It was everything that I don't want Ariff to know.. I persisted not to give it to him, but then, I don't know, my hand stretched out and handed him the piece of paper. He opened it and I was in my car.
At night, I texted him. But in the end, he just won't reply my texts. He only replied my mc's. I don't expect his credit to run out that fast. That, unless he's texting someone else, which is rare. He hates his hp. So who could it be? Could it be that girl? Wow, I never knew.
Next day, I asked Afinie what was Ariff's reaction, cause she came home late. She said, his face was very marung.. Oh well, that paper wasn't meant to be given to you anyway.
Next update; my thoughts and feelings. I don't expect him to read my blog ever so often anymore, I'm having a feeling he'll miss out this one. So I'll be glad to write my feelings down. I'm having a feeling you like someone else. Could it be that girl? That form one girl? She's my friend for fuck's sake. I cannot hate her, you see. I heard she likes you. Too? Wow, if it is true, I'll let you go then, go and be with her. Don't persist on me.. But I've been thinking, he gave me my chance when he knew I like this guy. Why can't I give him his chance when he likes this girl? And that if its true.
Oh shut it. I'm talking crap. I don't even understand what I'm typing. I don' even know what I'm saying.
I'm sure it's not true, right?
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