Chaotic, depressing, tiring yet exciting. That is how I describe my week even thought today is the third day of the week.
Monday; I didn't went to MS in the afternoon. I needed to prepare for my orals on Tuesday, which was yesterday. And well, instead of studying during most of that time, I fell asleep. From 12 plus till 2.30. So I wasted a lot of time. I studied till my head was about to explode.
Tuesday; Day of the orals. I woke up at 440 AM just to study. I drank Air Zamzam and berdoa berabisly. I even prayed Subuh. :p And well, the orals was moderate. But I'm not that confident to get a Grade 1. Cuz at a few times, I got stuck. Sheesh.
Wednesday; Today! Well, something heart-beating-exciting-suspending thing happened, yet its something that i was threatened not to tell. :D So yeah. Busy week man. I didn't went to Ugama today, cuz I'm having a sore throat, even my voice sounds different. But actually the real reason was that i was too tired & lazy. So I persuaded my parents, and in the end, they agreed. :p
Ariff; He is relying on 'bomoh's. Does he know how much I hate bomohs? :/ After what it did to my mother, I will not ever forgive & also forget. He wears a black necklace, and I almost touched it. :/ Err, well, whats the point in using that necklace? There's no reason. I mean, physically, it gives us confidence cuz we thought it had given us 'powers' but actually its us ourselves that gave our selves confidence. Have faith in yourself, and work hard. Believe yourself that you can do it, and automatically the mind would want you to study. I hope you get that. I mean, banyakan doa lah. Don't rely on those. It won't work. Refund your money...
